Trust.

I often get request to change up my "Every little thing" sign.

I hold my breath for a few seconds in fear.

Who knows why? I surely don't.

I'm not fan of change unless it's color on my walls or trying to race with the ever changing holiday.

I like safe and safe is where I nestle.

So when I'm asked to change things up a bit, I hide.

I think it's fear of  "what if they won't like it as much"?

What if I can't make the words fit or make it work?

What if it's an epic fail?

It. Is. Wood.

That's it..

Just wood.

So I remind myself to trust.

I'm learning that when the Lord brings you to it...

He brings you through it!

Even if it's just painting a ding dong sign LOL

Funny how things bring me back to my very first post.... Jan. 1, 2008.

That's a lot of posting..

939 in 5 years to be exact.

So I'm making a promise to myself to Trust.

To put myself out there even if I fail.

I look around and often feel sad when I see my sweet blogging friends just blossom and do great things.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not sad that they are doing great things.

I'm sad that I let fear stand in my way to join them.

Oh please tell me I'm not the only one..

Have any of you ever felt this way?

If you stay hidden, you stay safe from judgement and mean comments..right?

But when you stay hidden, you miss that sweet sunlight on your face.

You miss making new friends.

You miss.

I'm not sure where to start or how to begin..again.

But I'm going to.

"TRUST"

For starters, I going to visit some new blogs and say HI!

I'm going to find some fun linky parties to join.

I'm going to be that awkward girl trusting in His promise.

I'm going to be ME!

just me :)